A Foretaste of the Absolute
14 06 2008
by Lester C. Yee (Ateneo de Manila University)
This paper was written as a synthesis to the course Philosophy of the Human Person I & II under Dr. Manuel Dy, Jr. This paper expresses the belief that God exists, and human actions try to approximate this experience of God (who philosophy names as the Absolute). This paper received an A under Dr. Dy.
The root of the absurdity of existence as claimed by Jean-Paul Sartre is the supposed absence of an Absolute beyond fellowman. This Absolute is longed for as it can guarantee human fulfillment, thus giving meaning to life. This Absolute is not only a product of frustrated human desires, but this Absolute does not exist empirically, as a chair or a table does. As “exist” is human existence, and human existence is relatedness, the dialectic bond between I and the other in relation to the I, the question asked of me is “How real the Absolute is to me?” I believe that as embodied spirits, human beings are free to express an approximation of the Absolute in each and every finite action.
As an embodied spirit, my body opens me up to a world. Because of my body, I am a being-in-the-world-with-others, characterized by facticity-transcendence. As a human being, I begin my existence as an ego having freedom. This is my facticity. But I am free to transcend my egoism and thus, grow to being a person. This movement towards being a person is directed by the fundamental option (vertical freedom) of love (as opposed to egoism) and every choice we freely make constitutes our stepping stones towards this goal of being a person, and as a result, we have a foretaste of the Absolute.
As an embodied spirit, I can let others experience joy and goodness through my actions and words which embody the appeal of myself. Also, as an embodied spirit and as sociality, I can experience joy and goodness through others’ actions which embody the appeal of themselves. However, these are not permanent. They demand to be so but time takes these away from me because I am temporality. All that I experience is this foretaste of the Absolute and all that is left are the memories which serve as the irreflechi which nourish my reflections.
The insights of me as an embodied subjectivity, temporality and sociality can be seen in the notion of work, as an embodiment of love and as one approximation of the Absolute. As homo faber, I share in the creative power of the Absolute. In fact, I am able to wrest a surplus from nature every time I work. This work of mine becomes a part of culture as my activity aims at myself to express myself, to embody my spirituality and my love, and to communicate myself. Moreover, the result is a sign which not only speaks of my existence but also points to the Absolute. This foretaste of mine of the Absolute is expressed through the product which shares both myself and my experience of this Absolute to the entire community.
Another finite action that better approximates the Absolute is love. Although my love for finite thou’s is never satisfactory because I can disappoint or be disappointed, I can hurt or be hurt, I can misunderstand another or be misunderstood. But the power of being able to forgive those who have hurt me and to begin all over again, to be ready to commit to marriage and family life despite of all its possible shortcomings, to bond together with people (I might not even know) through civil society and fight for justice shows the power of love and thus approaches the unconditionality of the love of the Absolute which can ultimately fulfill all human longing. Moreover, this manifests my belief in the Absolute who will fulfill all these commitments.
As I move towards being a person, I realize that all my actions are only asymptomatic to the Absolute. Furthermore, I realize that I will only be fully human in death. My death is certain and in this indefinite certainty, I realize two things. First, I am liberated to move towards the person I want to be. I am called to live each day as if it were the last day of my life. Secondly, death is my test of love, my final option. My response to it reveals my limitation to the flesh or my leap to the beyond. My response reveals the depth of my faith in the Absolute whose love I have experienced in foretastes while alive. As Kierkegaard says, faith is a paradox, a “leap into the dark”. In this case, death is my final test of whether I will take the leap, of whether I trust that in this total darkness, there really is the Absolute who I love and who loves me, or if I will allow this total darkness to engulf me in my egoism. Thus, death is my final option.
As a being on the way to that fulfillment, hope keeps me human. Faith allows me to experience the present commitment in love as a foretaste of the Absolute, embodied in human actions, rehearsals for the final option. Moreover, faith is seeing this present commitment in love as bearing a fulfillment in the Absolute. Being lumen naturale (which every human person as subjectivity, as existent is), my actions can only reveal a small bit of the Absolute and I can only grasp from the actions of others, a small bit of the Absolute.
For human others are “ciphers” in which the mystery of the Absolute is written, but it is in the finite actions and words of human beings that the Absolute is continually revealed in the history of human person. And to choose to become human is to participate in the never-ending revelation of the Absolute’s love that embraces all humanity unconditionally.
Comments : No Comments »
Tags : a foretaste of absolute, ateneo de manila, lester yee
Categories : Feature, Religion







nung 1st year college talaga ako, i really try to aim high and target at least makapag cumlaude ako.. i became very competitive. .. as in competitive in school… i did not do much of my first year in college… aral…aral. ..aral… . i guess, a lot of you felt this, but having such kind of life made me feel sick and empty… This instance made me realize that there’s more to grades or the title that makes life more fulfiling…
then i joined several organizations. .. i constantly learn how to be a good member and become a good leader in the several organizations in school, which made me a lot happier and made my life a lot more fulfilling. i had more friends, more wonderful experiences and more learninig experinces.. . i gained a better understanding of what i can do and how i can serve others…
then i entered in the school of education (in our school we are only allowed to choose our courses during the second sem of our sophomore year)… i aspired to be a teacher and to be a better person for others…
so anong point ko…? hehehehe
i think that the idea of being a “hero” or “superhero” should not literally be compared to those charcters in the comics or the chracters that the children are watching. the idea of being a superhero should evolve and should fit the status quo.
i prefer to be a superhero since one of the characteritics of a hero is someone who can go beyond his limitations for the welfare of others. wala naman talga akong pakielam dati sa mundo… gusto ko lang ang magpayaman, umunlad ang buhay at matulungan ang pamilya ko… but my college education and my aspiration to become a teacher to others made me understand that there is something more to life and that my life has a purpose.
being a superhero is, i think, a path towards generosity and humility… being a superhero entails a selfless dedication towards helping others grow and be developed… being a superheor entails humility since you are required to acknowledge your weaknesses and try to transcend from them becasue your main object is to be of help to others.
tulad nga ng napag-usapan namin ni bozz renzo, we like superman because although he is a superhero, he is one of the superheroes that closely represents the reality of being a human person. i think that there are a lot of superheroes dito sa mundong ibabaw. although wala nga lng capes tulad nila batman at superman… i think that my AYLC experience affirmed this assumption that i have… i found my justice league sa 74 na taong nakilala ko dun…for this reason, no matter how weak i am at times, no matter how stressed am i with the work that i am doing, i feel encouraged to go above these weaknesses and limitations believing that there are a lot of people who needs to be developed and who needs to be helped and that i am not alone in my aspiration of being a superhero and fly…or sail on…
i believe that superhero and (Summa or magna) cum laude is not an either-or to begin with po.
in my case, i am gunning for latin honors because i believe it can help (even in a very tiny way) for employment purposes. If this latin honor can raise a salary even by 500 pesos, this money can be saved up to form part of the tuition of my siblings or the money to build a house for our family (we still rent).
The question i belive is how you plan to be a hero, either in academics, in the arts, in leadership or in all three aspects combined.
We can all be on top in our own ways.
Hi everybody! How’s the summer going for you guys?
This is an interesting topic Des! Siguro, about time for me to break my silence in this group… hehe. I really wanted to join the chats but I always lose track! You guys seem to be always online! It’s kind of hard to keep following every thread!
Anyway, I’d just like to share my experience on the conflict between trying to become a summa cum laude (or magna cum laude) and a superhero. The truth is, before running for or accepting any position, the first thing I ask myself is: how will this affect my studies? Because, after all, we are student leaders, not leader students. Student first before leader. We go to school primarily for education.
But, I know that all of you dear ka-balangahays would agree that it’s impossible to always put your studies first when the whole college, or the whole university even, is counting on you.
This is the dilemma presented to me by our past student council president. Like most of us, he was also trying to maintain a grade in order to graduate a Magna. But, he found the fight futile. He wasn’t serving anyone but himself in that endeavor. He knew he has to do more.
This, he told me, is a choice. Leadership is a sacrifice, no matter how you rationalize.
So, like what we did in our pre-congress workshop, I began to imagine. I tried to picture myself one year from now. I tried to see, hear, feel, and understand how I will be just before graduation. In my mind, I saw two images of Rachel.
Rachel number one is a Magna Cum Laude, a Rector’s Awardee. She has mastered the thick textbooks of Med-Surg and Psych, and broke the record of the highest GPA in the UST College of Nursing. Everyone looks up to her in that pedestal only a few were privileged to stand on.
Rachel number two is a student leader. She spent weekends and late hours in school, organizing activities for the Nursing community. People know her. They do, but it’s just that. She’s someone they work with and that’s it. She’ll graduate with no awards whatsoever – just a handful of experiences in her pocket.
I thought to myself, would it be Rachel number one or Rachel number two? The first one sure is sweet! But, what have I done after that? If I’ll be a Magna, what have I given back to my college, to my University? The prestige will all be mine.
But, if I choose the second Rachel, then I can say to myself that I have served. Sure, there may be no awards after, but who cares? What matters is what I have done for my community, my college. That is one step closer to changing the world, I bet.
A friend texted this message to me just now. Yup, while I’m writing this! (I know, right?)
So, summa cum laude or superman? None of the above, I’m sorry. Just Rachel number two.
NOTE: Before you guys get the idea that I’m against academic honors, I’d like to let you know that I’m not. Being SUPER is okay, too. What I’m trying to say here (and maybe Renzo and Edwin, too), is that IT’S NOT WHAT MATTERS. What matters is how we make a difference in other people’s lives, how we effect change in our communities.
With all my love,
Rachel M. Ayt?
________
Stacy Alcantara said:
it’s possible to be summa and superhero at the same time. i can guarantee that 300%. when i entered college, that was my goal and no less. i wanted to prove to everyone that it can be done. these past few sems have been a feat what with all the student activities but hey, you just have to believe in yourself and pull off that balancing act. i’ve been in the student government for seven years since high school. last year, i was the vice president but that’s no excuse to let slip your studies. it’s all about time management. as of now, my qpa is five notches above the minimum required for summa cum laude. the point here is that, it can be done. anyone can do it. why choose between the two when you can have both? kudos to you my fellow kabalanghays!
_____
Richard Sagun said:
Sail On!